Dear Lisa 18,
Jealously is a curse.
It is a clear indication that you feel unworthy or not good enough.
That you place yourself under another, in your own eyes.
Get a handle on it now Lisa or it will run through your life forever.
Start with self love and allow that to be the guide in dealing with this.
jealousy, envy, coveting , what ever you call it- they are all the same- emotions that zap your power and integrity.
I know you will deny it, the feelings of jealousy you have and that is a part of it as well.
Start by becoming aware of this emotion.
Awareness is all it takes to fight it.